I do like pay day! In the past I use to dread it, endless demands for money and there was no way out of it, even if I wasn’t with him it would be constant phone calls until I transferred money. Total stress. I had absolutely no excuse not to give him what he wanted ( apart from not wanting to but that went unheard) Even when we weren’t together he used to make a reappearance around pay day. But now I get paid and I can go out and buy nice things. I know that’s not so important that material things aren’t so important in the big scheme of things, but little treats are nice at times. Today I bought a pestle and mortar and some cushion covers! Hardly world stopping but I’m trying to make my house nice. I live alone with my dog so I want to be in a aesthetically pleasing environment when I’m in the house. Anyway that’s all really finding my way back to my life getting it all back together #feelingbetter
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You really make it appear really easy with your presentation but I in finding this matter to be really something which I feel I would never understand. It kind of feels too complex and extremely wide for me. I am having a look ahead in your next submit, I will attempt to get the dangle of it!
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Hi Alex thanks for your comments not sure I fully understand them…I am codependent I put all my energy into the addict I was compliant and a people pleaser. I have been working on this for a while now. So for me to put the focus back on me and my needs are an important part of my recovery. This post was a reflection on how I was starting to plug my needs first and not the addict in my life. Hope that clarifies things a bit
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Put my needs first!
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I’m not certain where you are getting your information, but good topic. I needs to spend a while finding out much more or figuring out more. Thank you for great information I used to be looking for this information for my mission.
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My information is from my life experience and as part of following 2 12step programs 😊
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I am now not sure where you’re getting your info, but good topic. I must spend some time finding out more or understanding more. Thanks for magnificent info I was on the lookout for this info for my mission.
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I do consider all the concepts you have introduced to your post. They are very convincing and can definitely work. Nonetheless, the posts are too quick for newbies. May you please lengthen them a little from subsequent time? Thank you for the post.
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Some of my posts are very lengthy…I just write as I find…I don’t analyse my musings but thank you for your comment
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