well in a few moments I will have to set off to work….still no call. In fact I thought if he is blanking me I will call his number on my work phone at least then I know for sure if he is ignoring me as he doesn’t have my work number. In some ways knowing that he just doesn’t want to talk to me would be a relief, if he really has only hung out with me til he got his benefits sorted it would show him for what he is. But I can’t even think that. The phone is off. That is not normal. The only time it is off is when he is in a cell or the battery is dead. The only other explanation is he didn’t get paid and he has sold it for drugs. But again he would have had the phone first thing, or would he? Who knows. So I am left in limbo, he certainly didn’t pay me the money that’s one thing I do know. So now all I can do is wait another 24 hours. If he has gone to jail I might get a call tonight. If I dont I will try his number again once more. If it’s still off then I guess I will never know. Will be a case of getting on and just waiting, waiting to hopefully hear one day and get an explaination. Do I want this life style no of course not! But for now I wait…..